Gabby Lewis - Suicide Prevention Month Submission
Trigger warning: self-harm
Suicidal thoughts are in my head
When i can’t sleep and lay my head.
“I’m not worth it and no one loves me” on repeat.
I wish for my hearts last beat.
Watching the knife go deep into my wrist hoping for bliss.
There are scars where metal once was.
It’s been over for a month and three days
I’m alive I’m okay and I’m here to stay.